I don’t know why my dad has to be such a fucking cunt. I know he doesn’t want to see me succeed in life,but if he sees that I am actually going to do something with my life and have a very nice future the least he could do is be happy for me or at least fake it. That’s not an option for him though because he has to impose on every little ounce of happiness and success I have and stomp all over it. He’s the worst fucking dad in the world. I don’t even talk to him,I’m never even home and even that to him is such a big fucking problem.I’ll be at home for an hour not doing anything to him and he’ll yell at me and throw shit in my face even if everything he says to me isn’t true.he’s a controlling ass bastard and he’ll say anything to put me down just to make himself feel better about the devil he’s become.I fucking hate him,ive tried so hard not to.but after this fuck him too.I hope he burns in a fiery pit.

So officially nobody is coming to to see
me walk the stage.I uninvited my dad from graduation because he’s a fucking douchebag and he doesn’t deserve to be there and like the little douchebag he is he forbade all the rest of my family from coming to see me as well. I had already emotionally prepared myself for this but then today i find out that my best friend then next closest person I have in my life can’t make it either. I will officially be alone on what is supposed to be one of the happiest days of high school. What a great way to start my career and my future. Im really hurt but I’m taking this as a sign that I will only have myself to lean on for the rest of my life because everyone else will let me down.

Work has got me fucked up.
I’ve been yelled at for the past two days over every single little thing that goes wrong.-__- really? The managers want to yell at me?me of all people? Fuck you! I pick up the slack for then half the damn staff,I go out of my way to do all the little things that nobody ever does.if they didn’t have me to watch over the usher/runners nobody would do their jobs because they are all lazy as fuck and I constantly have to go after everyone and make sure they’re doing their job.then they hire more lazy assholes for me to watch over and pick up more of their slack. I am so sick of being unappreciated for all the shit I do.im seriously contemplating taking 2 weeks off when the busiest movie comes out and telling them good fucking luck with these lazy dumbasses,I am just that agitated with them.

I’ll show everyone that ever doubted me that I can succeed without them in my life.

I’ve been extremely sick nonstop for 2 weeks now. I’ve gone from kidney infection to step throat, and now I have episodes of violent coughing that makes mucusy stuff come out of my mouth every 2 freaking seconds.
I am on my death bed for sure.

makes me want to die!